Wow.
Nine whole months.
I miss her every day. We're doing pretty well today. We each had a few moments of sadness, but we're hanging in there.
School started this week; I am exhausted already. I will have a pretty full schedule this semester, which is good - as a lowly adjunct, more work actually means more money - but holy cow am I out of that routine. The last time I was in this routine I had cut back quite a bit. Not this fall.
We have a new teacher at school whose name is Olivia. I have to admit, every time I hear someone say her name, I tighten up a bit. I'm hoping that will get easier as time goes by.
Yeah.
It's one of those days where I just don't know what else to say. I'm not better, I'm not worse, but I'm surviving. I guess that's good.
<3 sending you love.
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