I have to first thank Curls O Fred for mentioning Glow in the Woods this week - I really, really liked it, especially since there were some men blogging. I passed it onto J, and this is really his first foray into the babyloss blogs. There were many tears for both of us, but I also think this is good - I think he's really found some people to connect with on this in some way, at least via reading what they write. It's been an emotionally wrenching night, though.
In his trolling for more, he discovered Grieving Dads, which, upon first reading, he really likes. I wanted to pass it on for any other dads out there.
AF also decided to drop in today, about two weeks early. I have NEVER been irregular and since AF started coming back it's been weird - four weeks, four weeks, six weeks, six weeks, and now four weeks. I also really thought we could be pregnant, so that was tough. It will happen - I know it will - but it was kind of a slap in the face. And I had to admit that to myself when J asked me about it - that it's just different now. It's not pressure, per se, but it's just....different.
Sigh.
Loving the new look (not sure how long it's been...I usually read in google reader)!! That AF can feel like a kick while you're already down. Hope there is some consistency with it soon. Thinking of you.
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